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++Fish&Chips++
yoyoyo... i finally update le..hahax.. hmmm.. think im gettin more ans more lazy le.. OMG.. actually is jus nth to blog la.. hahax.. im as happy as ever lo.. hahax...
sian.. tml there will be cultural expression.. (-_-ll) actually plannin to skip tml's, but lazy to get a MC and also dun wan to spend money as im still intensive savin up.. hais.. when am i goin to get my nike bag?? and next month 3th sep will be my mother birthday!
hahax actually i didnt buy her any gift before.. not i naughty or wat lah.. they dun expect mi to buy stuff fer them, we jus need to get good grade,and they are satisfied.. and i remembered tt last year, i dun even realise tt it was my mom birthday.. OMG.. i know t was so super terrible.. i know i was like so bad.. so tis year wanted to surpise her by buyin something special.. =) hmmm..but yet, i still didnt have a idea what to buy.. actually wanted to buy a branded handbag for her.. but dun think i could afford it.. thinkin buyin her a secondhand branded bag, but i dunno the average price of the secondhand goods.. and mayb tt person sellin mi is a conman leh.. no one knows i wouldnt be able to different shape fake and real bah.. i so sotong.. a necklace maybe? hmmm.. but she prefer gold than white gold or sliver.. ooi.. GOLD lei.. wait till i got a proper job when i grow up then i buy tt for her ba.. i notice tt she has been eyein rings.. those kind with many diamonds.. to mi the ring look quite exggerating la.. is fake diamonds but those better ones la.. hmmm cost appox about $50.. i can afford lah.. but i dunno wat kind of design she prefer lei.. hais.. if buy the design she dun like then like kinda waste time and money.. hais..
now,another family problem..its about my grandpa.. he is havin cancer.. the thirth stage.. we all recently then found out.. everyone is worry about him and the expenses of the operation etc.. hais.. really cant imagine how is it like if he is gone.. OMG tears rollin down liao.. he dotes all of us a lot.. i remember when i was jus about 5yrs old, he will always buy mi something without fail whenever i go his house.. and its been ages i remember talkin to him.. i dun really enjoy talkin to the elders, cos like almost 80% of my language they dun understand.. and i have to make an effort to explain.. iknow i was kinda bad.. imagine going to his house in the future without seein him around anymore.. and i can only recall him by flapping photoablums.. i almost cant remember when is the last time he visit my house.. when i was 7/8 like tt.. whoa tt was so super long ago..
now my mom is havin a lot stress.. about grandpa and also her children,us.. in the past, we always had talkfights.. i didnt really care about her feelings as i thought its normal fer mothe and daughter to fight.. i didnt know my limits.. haix.. regret now.. in the past i thought as long i got good results, no matter wat i do, they also dun mind.. but i think im wrong ba.. good grade is only a small part of their concern.. now really dunno use wat to repay her for enduring my temper in the past when i was so naughty and playful.. i know she was sometimes felt doleful, she jus keep quiet..